You know what? We grew up, we change, things that (we thought) were never gonna happened, happened, and things that (we thought) were gonna happen, never did. It's life so, suck it up!
You know the feeling you get when you're finally putting yourself out there thinking that this is the moment. Thinking that maybe you should give it a shot. The moment that you're finally opening up again. But it all comes crashing down on you when all you get back is, NOTHING.